Have had a great day ! Spent it with a good friend and had so much fun and laughter !!!
Tonight I went to a reception of a friend that is opening a travel agency. I again had a fantastic time, and was surrounded by friends which made me feel happy and safe !
I just got home and am still lightheaded from the wine ! Yummy !
I once again left the house this afternoon (well, I just didn't come home when the kids finished school...), so H stopped at the house again, but I wasn't here ! It's good for me. What hurt a bit was S5 saying to me...'mommy where were you today, I missed you !' (yikes that hurt!) But I have to do this, I need to let go properly. All I hope is that I won't regret this one day....but for now, it feels like the best way to go.
Love you all ! You're in my thoughts ! xxx
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
Happy Belated Birthday, Cinders. I am sorry I missed it. You sound really good.
Everything happens for a reason, maybe Dad needs to find that it isn't better out there, he needs to realize how good he had it here. Maybe he will find God and that is the most important thing when he finds Him he will know he is supposed to come home.
Being dark has done wonders for me. I have found "me" again. I see what is important in life. Ex looks weirder and weirder everyday.
Me: 46 H:44 Together: 25 years Married: 20 years Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07 OW: EA began 2005 PA began end of 2006 3 children,20, 16, 6 ex asked for forgiveness 01/16/11
I've had a wonderful weekend ! Spent the Saturday morning at the girls' hockey matches and then after that did some grocery shopping, cleaning and helping D10 with her homework, made lasagna for the kids and went to dinner at friends' house. There were 11 of us and it truly was an amazing evening ! The hosts had a cook come over and do all the cooking, it was fantastic ! The evening was glorious and we all laughed so much and talked about everytning freely, it was truly an amazing evening ! I got home a little before 2 am !!!! Woke up this morning and we all had breakfast in our pj's, then got dressed and did some laundry, and went into the garden with the kids, to clean the rabbit cage and clean up the garden a bit. Then my parents came over and helped us. After that my sister and her husband, kids and MIL joined us all and we made ourselves a yummy dinner ! It was fantastic ! The kids had fun with their cousins and even the neighbour's kids came over for a little while !
I'm now watching Dr.House and finishing some laundry.
Tomorrow I am off to Ikea to buy a desk for my D10, I found a cheap one and feel happy to go and buy it.
I truly am getting on with life and feel finally that I got the BEST PART !!!!
Love Cinders xxx
"In the depths of my winter, I realized there is within me an invincible summer" Albert Camus
Cinders, Now this is what I like to see....you having fun! Yes, you have finally let go and have found that life is out there waiting for you. Your weekend sounded like a lot of fun.
Enjoy your week!
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
