Originally Posted by DejaVu6
I don’t know if anyone is reading my thread anymore…

I am still reading here and have been here now for 14 years.
Not every day but I try to check in and pay attention every few days.

I would put my two cents in about the dying vs leaving debate as - once someone dies their is a finality to the whole thing.
When they are still alive and not around anymore their is always a shroud around the whole thing.

That being said my advice is to live your life"as if" she has passed away.
It is a way to keep moving yourself forward and leave the past behind.

Life does get better, time is the great gift.