Do they know deep inside which direction they are going? I get the feeling that he knows which direction he is going but he chooses not to tell me. I’ve often wondered if he’s not telling me because he wants me to wait here I til he is fully over me then he will cut me loose in the end. Another part of me feels like there’s no way he would waste so much energy with 300 texts a day if there wasn’t genuine effort? Some days I don’t even think about that stuff and other it replays in my head. Today is one of those days….
