IMO any time there is a reconciliation the WWs needs to EARN another chance with the LBS. Reconciliation requires a level playing field, an even starting line. BOTH of you need to be willing to walk and to believe the other one will leave. That makes you something worth having....I do not envy MAKO because you are in a really tough spot right now.
You are at a point in the process that is very similar to dating a new person. As the man, embrace your role to lead.
Covid is opening up things. I went and saw live music this past weekend. If I was in your shoes, I would find something that would be light and fun with food and music. Someplace you could go by yourself or with her. Plan on going by yourself, but make room for her to join. Have a sitter ready.
At some point, you can say something along the lines of this:
"I am planning on going to this place to see this band. If you would like to join me, I will arrange for a sitter."
Body language, tone, eye contact, flirting are all important during this.
It is a negotiation between two people.
"What is best for my kids is best for me" Amor Fati Link to quotes: https://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2879712
