Two stars for validations guys! And thanks! It really does make one feel "seen" even online.
It WAS a hard day but it had to be done.

What got me was that I found pile of photos I hadn't seen (or so I thought) so I wanted to browse through and after 3-4 photos I realize its a collage of her Instagram photos that she had printed ~3 years ago. About a year ago she started editing away all of her past life and there were a bunch of photos of the kids, house, me etc that she now has deleted or hidden. Then came the photo of my daughters and I just broke. They looked so happy and innocent and now they are helpless in this situation and smack in middle of everything.

Me: 34
Stbxw: 30
D:5 D:3
Mini bd: May/June 2019
Married: Aug 2019
BD: 6th Dec 2019
OM Confirmed: Feb 2020
March 2020: I filed for D
Waiting for D to be finalized and W to move out end of January 2021