She must feel like a goddess right now. One handsome loyal and honest man pining for her, working his ass off to be better, being a great dad and being super cool with her still after betraying him and another man begging to be with her doing anything she wants her nestled up with him. Must be nice to be a WW. I need to drop this damn rope. It’s killing me. Next time I come prepared for this. Keep my distance. Keep my pride. I feel like crap now. I feel so stupid. Siting in my apartment alone knowing she’s gonna be laying in our bed with him tonight. She didn’t even buy new blankets. I feel like a loser giving her my affection and kind words. Ugh I’m pissed at myself for being so weak. I tried to hype myself up to get through that and failed bad. I guess it’s at least 4 days I get of NC and next time I’m just staying away. Nobody can 2x4 me harder than I’m doing it to myself I know i messed up.

Last edited by Steve_; 12/02/20 02:18 AM.

K: D5, S7
BD: 9/1/20
WW continues to break up and recon with OM.
I paid last fees and pushed the D 5/3/2021
Default Dissolution granted 8/5/21.
Glad my D was not busted.