Another thing brewing here (apart form loneliness) is of course sex.
How have others handled your sexuality?
I watch a lot less porn now but I sort of feel I will eventually need to reassess my sexuality.
What drives me and why? Is there anything I need to work on? Or try?
Sometimes celibacy just seems easier... Now it all just makes me anxious and insecure.

Me: 34
Stbxw: 30
D:5 D:3
Mini bd: May/June 2019
Married: Aug 2019
BD: 6th Dec 2019
OM Confirmed: Feb 2020
March 2020: I filed for D
Waiting for D to be finalized and W to move out end of January 2021