That's right. Live your life and do your thing. You will know eventually if he is serious or not.
Interesting you mentioned needing space but don't want to separate.
Yeah. I know.
My mom lives in an area affected by the smoke and since she's stuck inside, has been going through old photos. She keeps scanning them in and texting them to me or in combinations with my brothers or H. She just sent one of our wedding to me and H together. It really hit me hard. That M is over. We'll never be those people again.
Me (45) H (41) M:13 T:17, D8 & D10 4/19 BD #1 ILYB 8/19 BD #2 Long-distance EA 12/19 BD #3 Actually 2 year PA 2-5/20 R attempt #1 6-7/20 limbo again, back in contact with AP 8/20-present R attempt #2