CW you planned to leave your wife for a year and didn't tell her. You announce your decision to divorce by having her served. Then you give her false hope by not finalizing the divorce for 3 years. You go on to get into a 5 year relationship and you leave her too You post here that you didn't love her. You say your ex wife wasn't a nice person so who knows maybe she has learned and is happy now. Who knows.

I'm not doing well.