I think I just wondered can I change? Sigh guess I won't know until I try and refuse to give up.

In other good news I'm keeping an eye on the rental market because 4 bedroom rental houses are hard to come by. Yes my lease won't be up for 8 months but I like to watch patterns. Last time I was in a rush and had to rent the first thing I could get this time I can be a bit more picky. Anyway there are more houses to pick from now so my next house will be great. I promised all 3 they could shop with me unlike last time when it was just me.