I canít offer much advice, but Iíve been there (still am) but it does get easier. I promise. Youíve come so far since you started here,m. I hear strength (and a little anger and bitterness, but mostly strength. You should be proud of that.
I'm 9 months out from BD and the anger/bitterness hit in one week (mid Nov). I'm taking that anger and fighting for me, my kids and their pets. He almost got away with all of this but he's stupid. Moved a mile away and forgot our kids aren't babies. In one month they found out about the OW and the promotion. I filed the next Monday.
Called Chancery court and he hasn't been served yet. I'm trying not to worry.