Iíve got to say , I know some women in their upper 50ís early 60ís who are very attractive vibrant women. I had a patient yesterday and I couldnít believe she was 66. Beautiful . Active. Told me about her interest in fast cars and how she used to race them . My coworker in her 50ís, attractive, fun, etc.
Maybe you just need to find an older female companion and maybe youíll become attracted to her. Who knows?
You are really super picky and probably boxed out some pretty wonderful women once you get to know them.