Struggling a good bit the past couple of days. Been trying to avoid her as much as possible and stay busy. She has sent me text messages instead and has mentioned a lot of truth in her messages.

She claims she has never felt this connected to anyone in her life. That we have never had this kind of connection. She admits to having strong feelings for him. I have asked her to move out and find another place but she hasn't budged at all.

I almost dread coming home everyday and seeing her. Should I leave and stay somewhere else for a few days or a couple of weeks? I do not think she will file or move forward because she has too much on her plate with her job. I truly think she wants me to do everything and she wants me to make the decision to leave her or file for divorce.