I'm getting there guys but it's taking some time. Operating from a very low self-esteem. I am slowly coming to realize how her actions have been extremely disrespectful to me. I have been moving forward and losing that attachment I have to her.

Planning things to do with my son and spending time with my friends on the golf course. Exercising daily hasn't been a problem as I did this already before this crisis.

I know that I can not "nice" her back. That has been my problem from day 1. I've allowed her to control and manipulate my every move.

Thanks for the advice.