G it’s about him and nothing you did. I believe he did and/or does love you I just don’t think he is ready for a R. I recall you having concerns around the six month mark with him displaying affection around his son so I think there were signs early on. It seems to me that the issues started once the R started getting real. It was no longer just about sex, going out for dinner and hanging out. I think he tried to make it work but realized he couldn’t.

I am sorry, I know you are hurting.