ACC you are right of course on everything...just pointless speculative crazy on my part. my mind looking for a way out of pain, nothing more, nothing less. i'm tired man and i loved her so much, but all i can do is take care of me and keep going forward i know that. god help me someday that this make sense. long way to go for me i know. i just want free of her.

thank you my friend...

-B


Me:34 W:40
D1:4
M:7 T:8
BD:3/18
D Final: 6/19