P, that is so heartbreaking to think h was changing and coming back only to be betrayed again...vent away...hope you have get the support you need...

Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving