Thank you Wonka. At least now, I know I have to keep working on myself. I cannot let myself become routine.
I was really pleased that both my sons came to the engagement party and the wedding. I asked them in advance if they were comfortable about coming, both replied all good.
That meant a lot to me that they would be there for me.

ME:51 W:46
S:22, S:20
Divorced 16/9/15
BD 10/12
W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12.
Dark since 6/13
I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.