I watched so many abuse videos that when they made me dissolve into hysterical crying about how my life was no list could tell me otherwise it was undoubtedly abuse.
Sleeping on a gun for 3 months. Have guns just laying within had s reach of my xh2. Him hitting the child as a control move. Those things all add up to be totally controlling and abusvie.
It doesn't matter that you lived it, it's about weather you sign up for another round. If your prepared to accept changing you can hanging the game to live a different Life in the future.
There's a lot of information and resources in this threaUd and I hope sincerely hope those of you who doubt your judgement you use some of these to grow your self into something far stronger and far better.
Gg, what made you wake up to the fact you knew you were being abused?
What was the recognition oil, the videos or reading?
Did hitting your child influence your decision?
After H2 had gone would you have taken him back?
Do you think you would identify an abuser again?
Last edited by Vanilla; 06/14/1510:11 AM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW