Bad day today emotionally. I visited our mutual best friends and completely broke down. This mask of showing strength is too much to bear.
It really does feel like our M is over and she's cut me out like a cancerous tumour. There's no love for me in her any more, just undeserved bitterness and resentment. I'm so sad right now, I miss my W and family so much.
Sorry to those that think I'm coming along in leaps and bounds, I'm really not.
Me 40 W 38 T 23 M 21 S21 S19 D16 S14 BD 19/12/2014 D mentioned 27/2/2015. I filed 08/04/2015, D Absolute 04/11/2015