Sorry to hear about the distance, that is the most tortureous to have to go through. I am going through the same thing. But one thing I keep telling myself is to be the lion. Stay positive and what ever I do or even you should do is not talk about the relationship. I keep screwing up, over and over. But everytime I am the lion and the man she fell in love with it is happy at home. Some where along the line because of life, we lose our selves, we lose the one that got the girl. It stinks because some of us men are really good salesmen, we cannot convince a woman to feel it, she can't even convince herself.