Just a little journaling here.

Do you guys remember that before Xmas I reported that when I was praying, I felt God telling me "one more month" I assumed for some sign, something, anything?

I think W might be trying to break the ice, but I cannot be sure.

Beginning yesterday, she seems to be talking to me a little more, and I mean a "little". If up to now she spoke a dozen words a day to me, well it's up to 24. If before she actually seemed uncomfortible talking to me, she seems a little more relaxed, and again I mean a "little."

I don't know if that means she's about to file D and opening lines of communication for that or she's just warming up a little. It's hard to tell.

Getting a non threatening "Hey you" from her as opposed to an awkward "hey" or silence, seems to my intuition a warming trend maybe. But that could just be wishful thinking.

Will keep you posted as the dreaded end of the month approaches.


Me 53 XW 50
M 18 Years +2
S14 D19
Bomb 10-24-10
Served 1-27-11
Mediate 4-21-11
Civil D Final 6-2-11
No church anullment
"A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."