Honestly folks, I'm driving by the seat of my pants and navigating by dead reckoning; it's all instinct and intuition.
Or - I hope it is grace.
God only gives you the grace to handle something, during the times you actually need it. That's why it is so difficult for us to grasp how some people handle or survive in certain situations, when we have only our imaginations and not the experience.
If it makes you feel better SBH, if OM ever shows up, I have an aluminum baseball bat with his name on it.
Me 53 XW 50 M 18 Years +2 S14 D19 Bomb 10-24-10 Served 1-27-11 Mediate 4-21-11 Civil D Final 6-2-11 No church anullment "A man is not finished when he is defeated, he is finished when he quits."