So after I finally got over the bug, went on a girls' trip and came home with bed bug bites. Grrr. I have a huge allergic reaction to them and need to be medicated to get over the reaction. They are finally starting to clear up and I'm on my way to Vegas for another girls' trip/bachelorette weekend.

Still mulling things over.

Last night I dreamt we were getting married but everything was going wrong with the plans. Then I was getting attacked by bees and was screaming for BF to let me inside. He ignored me and I finally got in some other way. When I asked him why he didn't come when I screamed he replied, You're always so dramatic so I figured you were just overexaggerating again.

When I woke up shaking I was hesitant to turn to BF for reassurance even though I wanted it and needed it. I finally did and explained the dream. He told me everything was fine and cuddled me. Then he said it was silly to dream that because it would never happen. I told him that comments like that certainly didn't reassure me because he was just proving that he is dismissive of my fears. He was quiet for a minute then apologized. I'm still analyzing the dream.

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