Thanks newmama.

I think you're right about letting my wife know about me new discovery. I am not on any medication but I will be discussing that with me IC.

I'm not sure if she is willing to go to a MC with me yet.

We tried early on but it wasn't the right time, it was too early and not productive. Maybe now I have uncovered the root of my behavior, she will be will to try again.

I don't know if she's too far gone to even care about the problem now.

She has said to me numerous times "why did it have to come to this for you to wake up?".

I tell her - I don't know exactly why but it did and am working on the problems.

She is setting up the meeting for the Agreement so we will know how everything is divided.

She says she has been waiting a long time and doesn't know if she can wait any longer.
This is why I feel like just telling her to move on with her life.
It may take me months to heal.

I love her and I want her to be happy even if it's not with me.
That's why I am thinking about telling her to move on.

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