Overall sounds like a wonderful weekend! You deserve it! I hear ya on the triggers, and the on-going thoughts about wondering if all the positive efforts in the world can ever make it ok. In the end, nothing can ever make being betrayed "ok", and we all have to decide if we can live in a R that is scarred by that. We each have our own journey through those questions, and I have a lot of empathy for your struggles with that. Sending positive thoughts your way while you continue to look at your long term choices...
