Swimming against the current - PH in piecing

[pearlharbr]

Can't really remember too many specifics from IC session on Friday. Just that we talked about moving and how important is it to me to live in SF. Ultimately IC said I need to decide if I want to be in this R first before making any other decisions. That's all fine and dandy, but HOW do I make that decision? That's where I'm stuck.

I was reading another thread, hhh maybe, talking about how the WAS will be the one with doubts in the future as to whether or not the decision to leave was the right one. That's exactly how I feel--will I become the WAS and leave a good R because it's just not good enough only to realize a few years down the road that it was indeed the right R for me? Argh! I hate just going round and round in circles.

Another good weekend. Saturday was spent cleaning and shopping and general party prep. Sunday we cooked together and that worked really well. Had 17 people show up and everyone crowded into the family room. The food was a huge success and we had more than enough drinks (my biggest fear is running out of booze!).

We're going out of town on Friday night. I don't know the destination, it's still a surprise. My BFF advised me to go on the trip and see how I feel after that. I'm not sure it's going to do anything to sway me in one direction or the other but I'm open and really hoping that it does.