It's not that bad anymore MF, really. Dwelling on it really serves no purpose so I don't bother. But it's out there in various forms and does rear its ugly head at rather inopportune moments. I'm sure it will lessen as time goes on, but the disappointment in knowing that he chose someone else over me at one time will never completely go away. I haven't decided yet if it's something I want to live with for the rest of my life.

But in general things really are going great. smile We're going to the gambling town tonight and will stay at the casino hotel. Tomorrow night I want to go to a sci fi movie where local comedians talk over it a la Mystery Science Theater 3000. Sunday we're going to have dim sum with friends. And at some point we will meet with the landscape designer to look at plans for the front yard and I need to paint my darn closet.


If you love somebody, set them free.
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