Swimming against the current - PH in piecing

[pearlharbr]

Home from SF. Sigh. I wish it was longer. It was cold, windy and foggy the entire four days and I loved every minute. I am determined to move back, even though it means I will have to give up my big beautiful house and yard for a small rundown apartment.

I waaaaaay overspent but got some fabulous things. Remembered that I have a couple weddings in June so at least I can say that I bought the outfit for something. I'm sure BF will be biting his tongue re: my spending, but perhaps if I just show him the shoes (and nothing else ) he'll be more open. Thanks for the idea H4U!

I met hhh for lunch on Friday and we had a nice chat. I will say that I was a bit envious of being able to start over fresh in a new city. I know, most people would kill to be piecing now but I still think about having a single life. I know there are lots of negatives to it also, but they're hard to see when you're just enjoying being in a place you love.

I got home and drove straight to BF's office. His entire dept has been working late and through the weekends since the beginning of the year. I knew I wouldn't have any time with him unless I popped in for a quick visit. He came home really late and crawled into bed to cuddle. This morning he told me that he really missed me when I was gone. I felt bad that I didn't really miss him because I was too busy having fun.

So I guess I'm just in a funk now. Need to clean up the kitchen and unpack. Tomorrow morning I start the job hunt.