Swimming against the current - PH in piecing

[pearlharbr]

No, it hasn't sunk in and I'm just tired of all the excuses. But it appears that it's up to me now--I have to accept the excuses if I want to move forward with BF. I'm very resentful that the burden is back on me to be the bigger person yet again. I have a feeling all this resentment is going to build up and I'm going to explode.