Well that did not go well.

I woke him up and asked who she is.

A consultant on the old project.

And why are you flirting with her via email and trying to hide it?

Blink, blink. Pause. I didn't want you to get upset over nothing.

Well, if you're hiding it then you know you crossed a line and if there's nothing to hide then you wouldn't do it. For the thousandth time, actions speak louder than words and your actions scream guilt. I feel like it's last November when I asked if there was someone else and you lied to my face. We're back at square one and I can't trust anything you say.

Part of me thinks I'm overreacting because I'm stressed out about the party and it's bringing back some ugly memories. Part of me does not want to be played for a fool yet again. I can't and won't go through all of that again. I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering what's going on at work.

So now I'm downstairs in the guest room crying and trying to decide what to do next. I went back into his email and found another string of flirty messages from July 24. Nothing else to or from her besides that since March. So BF has definitely deleted more, I just wasn't looking for the right name. I was looking for OW1 not even thinking there was OW2 in the wings.


If you love somebody, set them free.
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