I think it is perfectly normal to feel akward when it is just the two of you. When around others, you have the distraction of "them" to use as your focus. When it is only the two of you, the stitch is what is on your mind to the point of not being able to think of something else to say. That is one reason that couples get into a R talk so easily. That and the fact their emotions are still running wild.
Might sound kind of silly, but you might jot some things down as you think about them. Then when you are with her, maybe your mind will remember the things you wrote down. Worth a shot, don't you think?
Take care, Sandi
I'll give that a try. Thanks.
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