Swimming against the current - PH in piecing

[pearlharbr]

Puppy, we didn't do a transparency plan yet. We are supposed to do that this weekend. But right now I don't see the point if he's already lied to me. I think it's crap that he's going to use "Well, I didn't know" or "I didn't realize that's what you meant" as an excuse to do whatever he wants when he damn well knows what I expect.

And he can't change his email, it's his work account. I'm waiting to see if he confesses to having the "secret" email account.

At this point I want him to send the no contact letter that tells OW he's back with me because he truly loves me and wants us to be together, to totally blow her off. Then I'll leave when I'm ready. Yes I realize this is a crappy thing to do and not the right thing to do but I don't care anymore.