I really hate him right now. Coming home from a late movie and just broke down in the car. I will never fully trust someone again. Not a man, not myself, not anyone. And it's because of his betrayal. I hate him for that. I don't think I will ever forgive him for that.
I was bawling my head off in the darkness of the house when I realized there was blood all over my hands. Nothing like a nose bleed to stop a good cry. Good thing too because I'm pretty sure I was scaring the cats.
Now I feel a little emptier inside. Every day a little emptier. Soon there will be nothing left and I will just be a shell going through the motions.
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g