Today I still felt bad about last night so I called xBF and invited him over for dinner and TV catch up. (We used to watch a few shows religiously that we've both dropped since all this started.)

I figured he hasn't been eating home cooked meals since I did all the cooking, and actually neither have I because I don't really enjoy cooking and prefer the ease of frozen dinners. Thought it would be nice to cook something but didn't go overboard with anything fancy or his favorite. He showed up with flowers, nice gesture. Food was still cooking so we hung out in the kitchen for a while and chatted. Took dinner downstairs and watched a couple episodes of Lost and The Office. Again, comfortable just hanging out. Not much chit chat and no R talk.

When he left I walked him to the door, he thanked me for inviting him over and for the meal. He didn't go in for the kiss this time, just an awkward half hug. So I hugged him, really hugged him, for the first time in months.

He'll be out of town for business for most of the week so plenty of time for my GAL activities and an emotional break. The past couple days have been a little intense for me so I could use the down time.

If you love somebody, set them free.
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