It's been six months. I just want to be free and stop hurting. I'm so tired...
Are you kidding? How could you get over the destruction of many years of marriage and family life in six months? Try six years!
All I can say is, be gentle on yourself. When you feel bad, say, "Lost, you are hurting. Hurting is the right response. You are going through a trauma." Beating yourself up for feeling bad is really ridiculous. Give yourself all the time you need. You are really at the start of the journey. You'll get stronger as you go. Forgive yourself right this minute and accept and love yourself, you are wounded!
I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living. Wait for the Lord with courage. Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.
Last edited by job; 12/18/1903:18 PM. Reason: added link to new thread
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
