There is so much wonderful encouragement in this post!

Like si13 I am in the beginning stage and clinging to every word of encouragement and admonition to hope for future i can latch onto.

It all is beginning to darken the sky like horrible storm clouds blotting out the sun.

M-19, T-22
M-53, W 44
D15, S13
Separate BRs 02/2018 (during and after I had pneumonia)
W (left separation - no A) - ? ~ 05/03-09/2019
BD 05/16/19