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Gardener,

Can you find a place in your garden that is all yours? Where you can meditate?

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Gardener,

Can you find a place in your garden that is all yours? Where you can meditate?

poet
Not really. Don't picture lush, full, sculpted garden as much as nice yard with many interesting beds with veg, annuals, perennials, bulbs. If I weren't selling the place, I'd make a little spot, though.
I meditate in our/my bedroom, which oddly holds no real memories or tugs of saddness anymore.


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"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac


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Hey G--as always thanks for the check in with me. I just caught up with you and let me say......I understand, and more importantly I am glad that good Gardner won.

No great words, but you are a great person and I can only imagine the impact you have on the people that you have in your life IRL--if you are this positive and moving on a message board to so many people.

Really, people hang on you and others advice and compassion because you can tell how true the words are so thanks and don't go anywhere because we are not done with you yet!


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Seems like you are doing well Gardener, good for you! Keep things going forward!


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Gardener,

Thanks for checking in with me too. Poet always needs some words of wisdom, no matter what. I will answer your post on my thread -- "This train: rolling down a no-come-back-track" -- soon, I promise!

poet, who is looking forward to hearing about your next garden!

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Hey G.

I hope you are gaining strength. Hope, healing, and peace to you.


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And to you, Ant.


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Hey Gardener- it's been a while since you posted too! How are you doing, friend?

Hugs, Bunny


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Just stopping by and saying HI!

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Thanks, Bunny & kat,
Hanging in there.
As I just told givingitmyall in the .alt, I had a bit of a setback. A few weeks back there was a problem with the COBRA. Took them a few days to fix. And since nothing could be processed - including my pending Rx refill, I figured now is a good time to stop that final AD that I was being "weaned" from, anyway.
That was a mistake. Took about two weeks for me to crash. Big time.
Now waiting for resumed meds to kick in.
Thanks for checking in.


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"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac


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