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really? u think so? thanks!!!!

im not going to lie, i liked his attention, his curiousity.

and im not going to lie, ive gotten pretty good at the casual i need to bend down and pick something up and ive perfected the way to stand when im doing something that i know drives him wild.

well he didnt get a piece today, he didnt get his cute little wife to tell him to stay today.

he can ponder it all while he drives back to psycho girl...

im feeling good, i have to say.

and perhaps this feeling good will help me move forward with some confidence, alittle bit everyday.


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ok, so i ran out and guess who called my cell?

he was like, oh, i thought i would tell u which day im coming next, instead of sunday morning i was thinking to come monday.

so i said, um, just tell me what time because son is off now and i will see if that is ok.

we worked out for the afternoon.

now, the trick is me not to wonder where he will be sunday morning.

he told me he had some things to take care over the weekend.

i like to conjur up weekend trips, even though i know he isnt working and has little to no money.

but the truth is, he is with her anyway, so if they are away or not, i guess its no big difference.

i am proud of myself for not texting him after the call to make a comment about the weekend.

if i can get through this without saying something, it would be great for me.


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Wow, good job doodles!

Maybe you should make that your weekend goal! Just keep your mouth shut for 72 hours, You can do it! When you feel like saying something, say it, but say it on here. That way you get it out, but you arent doing anything to set yourself back!


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u are so right. i should set that goal for the weekend, it gives me something to strive for and perhaps keep my mind focused on not calling...

im really proud of myself for today, my actions have given me a boost of confidence.


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Originally Posted By: mdoodles


if i can get through this without saying something, it would be great for me.


Yes, it will be. grin

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the mornings are always the worst for me, although i have to say, im doing better today than i normally do.

i wish my son was still at the age of sitting in a stroller, i would be out walking right now!

i am a morning person, i need to find an activity for early in the morning to keep my mind busy. maybe i will work on packing or organizing.

i was reading an article in the paper today about adam and eve. did i ever mention my husband's middle name is adam and mine is eve?

i always found that interesting.

i have a birthday party today and a high school graduation party tonight.

enough to keep me busy. and hey, the sun is shining!


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had an extremely busy day today, rather happy about it.

been out all day, had a birthday party early, then dropped my son at my parents house, met up with a childhood friend for a few hours and then went to a graduation party.

and with the sun shining, today felt good.

i see h called, most recently at 730, glad i was out...

i havent texted, emailed or called him. im doing well i would say.

oh, and i got a manicure.

tomorrow is another busy day, a birthday party and a wedding, only going to the ceremony...

there is must truth in that keeping busy keeps your mind off things...


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Atta girl, doodles!!!

I think you're really going to do it this time!!

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thanks for your support! i sure hope so...

im restraining myself right now from calling him back or texting him that i missed his call.

i so want to, knowing ow may see it when she searched his phone, but im not going to do it. not necessary.

i wish the sun would keep shining here, things are so much better when its not gloomy outside, the weather has been so so horrible...


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I think you can mix it up on the no-contact. Nothing wrong with OCCASIONALLY calling him back, and letting him know what a GREAT, BUSY DAY YOU HAD!!! hahahah

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