My condolences on the loss of CMM. He left this earth the way that he wanted, i.e., on his own terms. You and your son were right there with him throughout his journey and had the opportunity to say goodbye and hold his hand during his last few hours of life.
I hope that you have family and friends nearby that can be there for you and your family during the days ahead. I am keeping you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
Wow - just saw a doorbell video posted under the title “when your husband is too sick to go on the family trip you planned” - the video shows him kissing his mistress as she leaves the house! I guess a doorbell camera could be a good place to look if you suspect an affair, huh?
I just have one more day to go at work then off until the 3rd. I can really use the break, feel my batteries wearing down, and Omicron is coming on strong (for those who aren’t following it, it leapt from 13% of new positives to 73% in one week. That’s scary fast spread. Likely somewhere between smallpox and measles for Ro. Not good.)
Over the weekend my oldest son and I cleaned out the fridge and the pantry - satisfying to get them all in order. We can eat for a month off the food we have (CMM bought SO much food. You’d think he had grown up in poverty but he didn’t. ) Trying to find someplace to donate the cans of anchovies and other food my son and I can’t or won’t eat.
Otherwise I’ve just been vegging out at home, watching Xmas movies. How did I not know that Seth Rogen, Joseph Gordon Levitt and Anthony Mackie made a stoner bros Xmas movie in 2015? Called The Night Before, appearances by James Franco, Mindy Kaling, Miley Cyrus and others. Worth watching if only for the scene where Seth Rogen’s phone has accidentally gotten swapped with Mindy’s - his reaction when he starts getting d!ck pics is hilarious. My middle son came down to see me and we watched it.
It’s too quiet at home and I miss CMM, but glad to have this block of time off coming up. I had scheduled my afternoons off in January to care for CMM, I think I’ll leave them empty and give myself a break to heal.