As I said before, I haven't been calling or texting H. He's been calling and texting me every few days. Called me today just to "see how I was". I asked him if he wanted me to send his mail to him. He said no. That he was planning on coming up as soon as he got his car fixed (it's been having issues for a while). Didn't say why he was coming up (to get the rest of his stuff I would guess) and I didn't ask. I'm just so done with it all.
Overall, it was a good conversation, I guess. In my head I've told myself it's over, so maybe that's why it seemed easier.
Sometimes they've been gone a long time before they let us in on it.
Do want him to call and text you?
Isn't that the truth? I'm still moving along, although sometimes I'm not sure which direction to go. Hoping it will come together with time.
I'll have to think about whether I want him to call or not. In a way, I know he's probably checking on me to ease his guilt. On the other hand, I tend to function better now that he's somewhat outside my world.
I think I'm just ready to move on. At least that's what I've been telling myself.
