Tired of the game

[mishka422]

And you have direct access to the QUEEN of flirting....miss Lisa! Tell her she is greatly missed around here. It wouldn't hurt for her to drop in on her friends every now and then.

[MsMelancoly]

I vote that you ask too! Keep your perspective as maybe becoming friends. It makes it A LOT easier if you think of it that way. Much less pressure & eases the fear of rejection.

[JCJ]

Oh (insert expletive!). H has replied to my email. I can't open it!

Ugh, shock and dread. I want to puke!

[mishka422]

No dread....open it. No puking sweetie.......you're a strong, beautiful woman! You can do it!


O P E N I T !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[MichelleLT]

Breathe my dear.

You can, when you're ready.

[JCJ]

Here it is...

Hello. Sorry it's taken so long to reply... I wasn't sure how to reply, or even whether to reply at all.


I'm really sorry that this is how you feel. I know I haven't kept to my word about meeting up etc, my new job is busier than I ever imagined and I am even committed on a lot of weekends now, as well as long hours in the week.


The idea of not having any more contact with you makes me very sad, but if that is what you would prefer then of course I will do that. I really hope everything is okay at work, at the new flat and so on, and that Maple is still behaving herself. I miss her a lot.


I will wait for the paperwork as you say, and if I think of anything else that needs doing I'll let you know. I will always regret what I have put you through and I hope that everything turns out well for you.


H.

[JCJ]

What about me! What about f*ing missing me not the cat! It's all it ever comes down to... his new job. Well good luck with that one ow! Excuses, excuses, excuses!

And yes, I puked. but I feel better for it.

[MichelleLT]

(((Julia)))

Non-confrontational doesn't even begin to describe that man. *rolls eyes* Can't he just SAY anything?

[Kalni]

Sorry ((((Julia!! ))))
I dont know what to say. Dont kill poor Maple.
K

[JCJ]

Lol, I won't she's 'kneading' my leg at the moment. I think that is her way of saying everything is ok.

Urgh! He is so crap, but I think we know that! And what is with the

"The idea of not having any more contact with you makes me very sad, but if that is what you would prefer then of course I will do that"
Throwing it back on me. It is not what I would prefer but what choice do I have! And if the thought of life without me was that sad then why frickin' leave and have an affair with another woman.

Sorry for ranting. I guess I have no where else to vent this.