I'm still standing, better than I ever did... - 10/03/11 07:05 PM
I am not sure what possessed me to post today after being off the board for the better part of 2011. But so many things have changed that I just wanted to write it down somewhere.
Wow. It has been four years since the end of my marriage. I remember how heartbroken I was, how desparate and devastated, and I wonder who that person was. I think about what I would have done differently during the past four years, if I could.
And the answer is: nothing. Because even trying to work things out with the ex was part of my healing process. I am happy to say that I have hit acceptance (and apathy) full on. I do not talk to the SG at all.
And over the weekend, my boyfriend moved in with me. He is amazing. IF all goes well, next year we will get married. Yes, that's what I said. We are not in a hurry. And I didnt.
Im still standing.
I cannot believe how far I have come, this strong, confident woman was this meek mild and devastated woman only four years ago. I almost have to laugh at the absurdity of it all, although it sure was not absurd when I was going through it. And please dont read that wrong, it is not absurd when anyone is going through it.
But in the reflection of the past four years, I think...I was not going allow this man, or lack thereof, to keep me down. An
Wow. It has been four years since the end of my marriage. I remember how heartbroken I was, how desparate and devastated, and I wonder who that person was. I think about what I would have done differently during the past four years, if I could.
And the answer is: nothing. Because even trying to work things out with the ex was part of my healing process. I am happy to say that I have hit acceptance (and apathy) full on. I do not talk to the SG at all.
And over the weekend, my boyfriend moved in with me. He is amazing. IF all goes well, next year we will get married. Yes, that's what I said. We are not in a hurry. And I didnt.
Im still standing.
I cannot believe how far I have come, this strong, confident woman was this meek mild and devastated woman only four years ago. I almost have to laugh at the absurdity of it all, although it sure was not absurd when I was going through it. And please dont read that wrong, it is not absurd when anyone is going through it.
But in the reflection of the past four years, I think...I was not going allow this man, or lack thereof, to keep me down. An