Am I Piecing? - 03/28/11 07:30 PM
Hi everyone. Thought I'd check in with you all over here to see what you thought of my sitch. Here' the link to my last thread in newcomers:
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2138681&page=1
W has moved back home, but I am wondering if I am actually piecing or not. Here's what's happened in the past week since she moved back:
- No R/M talk between W and I.
- W continues to be distant and cold on occasion, but has been nice for the most part. Quite a few short, one-word answers from her, but we have had some good, fun talks. Like other sitches I have read, W has not gone through the awakening that the LBS has when they come back. How did those that have been there deal with this?
- W and kids have been sick for the last few days, which has made it somewhat difficult to read her...hard to tell when she's being distant/cold if it's because she feels like crap or if she's possibly upset about something else. I've been busting my butt to take care of the kids and the housework. I think I've been doing a good job...and I don't think I have done anything she would see as "negative".
- W is working on getting signed up to go back to school to work on her associates degree. Definitely a good thing.
- No physical contact at all. She was never big on this to start with, so this is not surprising. We are sharing the bed. D5 has been pretty clingy lately so one of us has had to go sleep with her for a couple of the nights.
- We discussed D5's Kindergarten here next fall...whether we want her in full day or 1/2 day. We also just signed D5 up for a soccer league.
- I made a really nice dinner for everyone Saturday night. Candles and all. D5 kept saying that our house was a fancy restaurant. For this, and most other times when I do something for her, W has thanked me, either directly, or indirectly by telling the kids to thank me.
- I took the kids out for a few hours yesterday to go clothes shopping. The kids and I put on a fashion show for W when we got home.
- A close friend that I have leaned on pretty heavily through this told me the other day asked me how things were going. I said overall good, and that she's been going back and forth between warm and cold, which I expected. I also told him that no matter how she acts she has taken a huge step just by coming back. He then told me that he was very surprised W came back, especially this soon. His comment threw me for a bit of a loop...made me start thinking about what made her decide to come back and if she came back too soon...I honestly don't think I know what the answers are.
- Our anniversary is 4 weeks away. I have no idea what to do. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
- W brought up our mutual friends' wedding in New Orleans in May, and what I want to do for it. I told her that she should definitely plan on going and that I will be taking the time off from work. Whether or not I go with her will depend on where we're at in a month from now.
All in all, I am extremely happy that they are home, but am feeling pretty insecure with where things stand today. It is hard to fight off the feeling that she is putting on a happy face but inside is still very angry with me. But, as she used to tell me before she left, "the fact that I'm here means I'm working on it". She still wants space, which I think means "be nice to me and don't bring up R/M stuff". I know I HAVE to stay patient.
http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2138681&page=1
W has moved back home, but I am wondering if I am actually piecing or not. Here's what's happened in the past week since she moved back:
- No R/M talk between W and I.
- W continues to be distant and cold on occasion, but has been nice for the most part. Quite a few short, one-word answers from her, but we have had some good, fun talks. Like other sitches I have read, W has not gone through the awakening that the LBS has when they come back. How did those that have been there deal with this?
- W and kids have been sick for the last few days, which has made it somewhat difficult to read her...hard to tell when she's being distant/cold if it's because she feels like crap or if she's possibly upset about something else. I've been busting my butt to take care of the kids and the housework. I think I've been doing a good job...and I don't think I have done anything she would see as "negative".
- W is working on getting signed up to go back to school to work on her associates degree. Definitely a good thing.
- No physical contact at all. She was never big on this to start with, so this is not surprising. We are sharing the bed. D5 has been pretty clingy lately so one of us has had to go sleep with her for a couple of the nights.
- We discussed D5's Kindergarten here next fall...whether we want her in full day or 1/2 day. We also just signed D5 up for a soccer league.
- I made a really nice dinner for everyone Saturday night. Candles and all. D5 kept saying that our house was a fancy restaurant. For this, and most other times when I do something for her, W has thanked me, either directly, or indirectly by telling the kids to thank me.
- I took the kids out for a few hours yesterday to go clothes shopping. The kids and I put on a fashion show for W when we got home.
- A close friend that I have leaned on pretty heavily through this told me the other day asked me how things were going. I said overall good, and that she's been going back and forth between warm and cold, which I expected. I also told him that no matter how she acts she has taken a huge step just by coming back. He then told me that he was very surprised W came back, especially this soon. His comment threw me for a bit of a loop...made me start thinking about what made her decide to come back and if she came back too soon...I honestly don't think I know what the answers are.
- Our anniversary is 4 weeks away. I have no idea what to do. Any suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
- W brought up our mutual friends' wedding in New Orleans in May, and what I want to do for it. I told her that she should definitely plan on going and that I will be taking the time off from work. Whether or not I go with her will depend on where we're at in a month from now.
All in all, I am extremely happy that they are home, but am feeling pretty insecure with where things stand today. It is hard to fight off the feeling that she is putting on a happy face but inside is still very angry with me. But, as she used to tell me before she left, "the fact that I'm here means I'm working on it". She still wants space, which I think means "be nice to me and don't bring up R/M stuff". I know I HAVE to stay patient.