Snodderly !! Update and a question. :) - 02/15/10 04:04 PM
Hello Snod!
Remember me? It's been YEARS since I talked to you! I lost your email address; had your phone number somewhere, but couldn't find it; still looking.
I had to sign up again and got my sign in name back...that was a shock, LOL!!
I saw you were here, and thought I'd holler at you!
Plus, I have a question; refer below.
One of the reasons I'm here is that I came along yesterday looking for some of the posts that would help for someone else whose husband dropped the bomb on her, and she's all to pieces. Not surprisingly, I cannot remember everything that happened; only the lessons I learned out of this.
So, I came to collect what I could of the posts, not only my old ones but others for her to read, and hopefully make some sense of this.
For the curious and eavesdroppers:
I was one of you in 2001; I stayed on the board for over 2 years or two dispensing help, wisdom, and getting help for myself.
I'm one of the success stories that made it out.
My husband and I did make it out of this darkness called MLC;
nothing is the same; the settling down process that comes along after it's all said and done is still happening, but those signs didn't show clearly until the fall of 2004, and is still going on.....but I'm handling that just fine. I must have had my head in the clouds for a time, because until that hit me in the face; I wasn't seeing it. One of the three children that showed up before is back..and it's the sign of the most traumatic experience he'd faced as a child; his parent's divorce that occurred at 7 years old. As of now, the child is trying to rule, and the man doesn't know what to do...so I drive my truck, he drives his..and I pretty much leave him to his own devices for now.
Does it bother me? Sometimes, but the Lord has the situation in hand. In time, this will resolve as well.
Yet, that brings me to a question:
Snod, do you remember anything about the Midlifer reintegrating the children while in the settling down process?
Believe it or not, I ended up going through the Mid life Transition myself for 6 years, which overlapped his, gained a much better understanding of what he faced, though I went at it a little differently than he did; but didn't do anything wrong, though I wanted, to, LOL! I remember mine better than what I remember from his; as I've been out of mine for around 2 years now. I remember the children that came out of me very well, but peace and the coming to terms had to be made, and they had to be put to rest for all time.
I think there's a few people who remembers me from several years ago; I posted alot of the wisdom people refer to from time to time.
Many people tried to fit their situations into the time frames that I posted, and I'd tried and tried to remind people that every person was and is different, and the time frames are not the same. Maybe I was wrong for even posting times, when the focus should have been solely on the descriptions.
I mean everything takes TIME..and that's what you've got when you don't have anything else for the time being.
People, you must remember to work on yourselves, forget your WAS for the time being; there will be time to get to that later. There's a time and season for everything.
For now you're on a path that's not of your own making; what you do with it is up to YOU!
This is a GROWING time for all of you; giving you the freedom to choose how your life will go from now on. It's also a time of CHANGE; whether you like it or not.
I may not remember it all, anymore, but I still understand how it is.
From where I sit now; I'm GLAD for what I endured; as it made ME a better person, never mind what happened to my husband.
And took a LONG time to get there, let me tell you.
Life has NO guarantees, so make the most of the opportuntity that has presented itself. It'a ALL in the attitude, ladies and gentlemen.
Listen to your mentors; pay attention to the advice they give, they KNOW what they are talking about; they are drawing on HARD experience. You will be in their place before you know it, mark my word.
I'll be back to read; but I can't guarantee I can help anymore..it's the place you get to where you draw blanks..and I was drawing a great many when my friend called me in tears; her husband is 47, she's 43. I could see some things but not others, and my memory contained blank spaces..so I came here; the one place I remembered VERY well.
Later!
Remember me? It's been YEARS since I talked to you! I lost your email address; had your phone number somewhere, but couldn't find it; still looking.
I had to sign up again and got my sign in name back...that was a shock, LOL!!
I saw you were here, and thought I'd holler at you!
Plus, I have a question; refer below.
One of the reasons I'm here is that I came along yesterday looking for some of the posts that would help for someone else whose husband dropped the bomb on her, and she's all to pieces. Not surprisingly, I cannot remember everything that happened; only the lessons I learned out of this.
So, I came to collect what I could of the posts, not only my old ones but others for her to read, and hopefully make some sense of this.
For the curious and eavesdroppers:
I was one of you in 2001; I stayed on the board for over 2 years or two dispensing help, wisdom, and getting help for myself.
I'm one of the success stories that made it out.
My husband and I did make it out of this darkness called MLC;
nothing is the same; the settling down process that comes along after it's all said and done is still happening, but those signs didn't show clearly until the fall of 2004, and is still going on.....but I'm handling that just fine. I must have had my head in the clouds for a time, because until that hit me in the face; I wasn't seeing it. One of the three children that showed up before is back..and it's the sign of the most traumatic experience he'd faced as a child; his parent's divorce that occurred at 7 years old. As of now, the child is trying to rule, and the man doesn't know what to do...so I drive my truck, he drives his..and I pretty much leave him to his own devices for now.
Does it bother me? Sometimes, but the Lord has the situation in hand. In time, this will resolve as well.
Yet, that brings me to a question:
Snod, do you remember anything about the Midlifer reintegrating the children while in the settling down process?
Believe it or not, I ended up going through the Mid life Transition myself for 6 years, which overlapped his, gained a much better understanding of what he faced, though I went at it a little differently than he did; but didn't do anything wrong, though I wanted, to, LOL! I remember mine better than what I remember from his; as I've been out of mine for around 2 years now. I remember the children that came out of me very well, but peace and the coming to terms had to be made, and they had to be put to rest for all time.
I think there's a few people who remembers me from several years ago; I posted alot of the wisdom people refer to from time to time.
Many people tried to fit their situations into the time frames that I posted, and I'd tried and tried to remind people that every person was and is different, and the time frames are not the same. Maybe I was wrong for even posting times, when the focus should have been solely on the descriptions.
I mean everything takes TIME..and that's what you've got when you don't have anything else for the time being.
People, you must remember to work on yourselves, forget your WAS for the time being; there will be time to get to that later. There's a time and season for everything.
For now you're on a path that's not of your own making; what you do with it is up to YOU!
This is a GROWING time for all of you; giving you the freedom to choose how your life will go from now on. It's also a time of CHANGE; whether you like it or not.
I may not remember it all, anymore, but I still understand how it is.
From where I sit now; I'm GLAD for what I endured; as it made ME a better person, never mind what happened to my husband.
And took a LONG time to get there, let me tell you.
Life has NO guarantees, so make the most of the opportuntity that has presented itself. It'a ALL in the attitude, ladies and gentlemen.
Listen to your mentors; pay attention to the advice they give, they KNOW what they are talking about; they are drawing on HARD experience. You will be in their place before you know it, mark my word.
I'll be back to read; but I can't guarantee I can help anymore..it's the place you get to where you draw blanks..and I was drawing a great many when my friend called me in tears; her husband is 47, she's 43. I could see some things but not others, and my memory contained blank spaces..so I came here; the one place I remembered VERY well.
Later!