Not sure what to do after ILYBNILWY #2 - 10/01/19 10:39 PM
Previous thread:
https://www.divorcebusting.com/foru...ain=62380&Number=2866715#Post2866715
So, I’ll try and do a quick recap from memory.
My W had been acting differently, more distant and less loving since around March. No more welcome home kiss unless I went for it, no hugs or physical touch unless I initiated it. Also cut me off from sex about 2-½ years ago, always had an excuse (menopause, yeast infections, etc.)
Got the ILYBINILWY BD on July 6. Wife left the MB and began spending a lot more time with “friends”, about 4 nights a week, including weekends. After a couple of weeks, our conversations became more frequent and similar to before the BD, although only like friends, and that’s the way its remained for the past 3 months. Nothing has been said by either of us about the BD or the MR. I’ve struggled with GAL and detachment. Just trying to give her space.
About 2 weeks ago, I confirmed that there is a OM, she doesn’t know that I know this. Everyone and everything I read said there is a OM based on her actions and the BD, but I was holding onto the slim chance my sitch was different. This confirmation brought back a lot of the emotion, pain and anger that I felt after BD, although she never saw it.
The past 2 weeks have been a struggle being around her knowing shes been with someone else, although it’s getting easier.
Here’s my last post from the previous thread.
Rick, I don't buy this. I had 'ways back' for 3yrs after I divorced my ex-wife. Unless you mean you'd consider her if she changed now, but you wouldn't consider her if she changed after you filed for divorce.
CW, by "no coming back", what I meant by it is I can't threaten divorce without going thru. That would make me look weak. I want to be sure that's the path I want to take.
As far as considering getting back with W before or after a divorce, I wouldn't shut the door on it either way, I just feel like I don't want to live with her in my life while she's with the other man.
I'm not looking at filing D to make any changes in her. If she decided to work on the marriage after talking D, I wouldn't believe anything she said related to recon, it would only be to buy her more time to get her plans in place.
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So, I’ll try and do a quick recap from memory.
My W had been acting differently, more distant and less loving since around March. No more welcome home kiss unless I went for it, no hugs or physical touch unless I initiated it. Also cut me off from sex about 2-½ years ago, always had an excuse (menopause, yeast infections, etc.)
Got the ILYBINILWY BD on July 6. Wife left the MB and began spending a lot more time with “friends”, about 4 nights a week, including weekends. After a couple of weeks, our conversations became more frequent and similar to before the BD, although only like friends, and that’s the way its remained for the past 3 months. Nothing has been said by either of us about the BD or the MR. I’ve struggled with GAL and detachment. Just trying to give her space.
About 2 weeks ago, I confirmed that there is a OM, she doesn’t know that I know this. Everyone and everything I read said there is a OM based on her actions and the BD, but I was holding onto the slim chance my sitch was different. This confirmation brought back a lot of the emotion, pain and anger that I felt after BD, although she never saw it.
The past 2 weeks have been a struggle being around her knowing shes been with someone else, although it’s getting easier.
Here’s my last post from the previous thread.
Originally Posted by CWarrior
Originally Posted by "Rick71"
So, I'm still considering going with the separation/divorce route, I just don't want to do it until i'm absolutely sure that's the way I want to go as once it goes there, there's no coming back.
Rick, I don't buy this. I had 'ways back' for 3yrs after I divorced my ex-wife. Unless you mean you'd consider her if she changed now, but you wouldn't consider her if she changed after you filed for divorce.
CW, by "no coming back", what I meant by it is I can't threaten divorce without going thru. That would make me look weak. I want to be sure that's the path I want to take.
As far as considering getting back with W before or after a divorce, I wouldn't shut the door on it either way, I just feel like I don't want to live with her in my life while she's with the other man.
Originally Posted by LH19
R,
It’s highly unlikely if you initiate D that it changes anything. If your hunch is true and the A has been going on for that long she will likely D you when son leaves. I would let her do all the dirty work and just start planning a life for post D.
It’s highly unlikely if you initiate D that it changes anything. If your hunch is true and the A has been going on for that long she will likely D you when son leaves. I would let her do all the dirty work and just start planning a life for post D.
I'm not looking at filing D to make any changes in her. If she decided to work on the marriage after talking D, I wouldn't believe anything she said related to recon, it would only be to buy her more time to get her plans in place.
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