I declare myself "Survived" ! (VI) - 03/25/14 02:39 PM
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In a moment of cockiness i decided to begin a new thread. 14 months later and I have myself a new life - and it doesnt suck
My "X" is still deeeeeep in the fog and borderline insane. In many ways almost opposite of who she used to be. DB has worked to date- I THINK im becoming a Man only a fool would leave (focus on the word becoming). If the fog lifts and she opens her eyes she will see it.
What am I doing right now (other then performing a "sun dance"- its 12 degrees right now)
I am obsessed with all things credit score and find myself spending too much time gobbling up information with the myfico.___ forum.
I am moving and the house will close on Monday - MY OWN PLACE (only an apartment but it doesnt have "us" history in it)
I am continuing my journey into my "nice guy" tendencies. 38 years living with this BS - its going to take a long time to unpeel this onion.
Im fascinated with just how dumb I am with woman. How unprepared I am for the dating world. Im a "whack a mole" waiting to get walloped. So i am digging deep into attraction and "what works". I CRINGE when I look back- knowing what I know now - but if I do date again I hope not too suck so bad
Exercise, exercise, exercise- time to start the focus on heart rate......Bike, walking, running etc.
I still do not talk about my R with acquaintances. I dont lie but if im asked about my X I tell them she is fine and move on to D4. This is a tough transition as I still feel like a failure and feel embarrassment.
D4's superman
just a work in progress..............
In a moment of cockiness i decided to begin a new thread. 14 months later and I have myself a new life - and it doesnt suck
My "X" is still deeeeeep in the fog and borderline insane. In many ways almost opposite of who she used to be. DB has worked to date- I THINK im becoming a Man only a fool would leave (focus on the word becoming). If the fog lifts and she opens her eyes she will see it.
What am I doing right now (other then performing a "sun dance"- its 12 degrees right now)
I am obsessed with all things credit score and find myself spending too much time gobbling up information with the myfico.___ forum.
I am moving and the house will close on Monday - MY OWN PLACE (only an apartment but it doesnt have "us" history in it)
I am continuing my journey into my "nice guy" tendencies. 38 years living with this BS - its going to take a long time to unpeel this onion.
Im fascinated with just how dumb I am with woman. How unprepared I am for the dating world. Im a "whack a mole" waiting to get walloped. So i am digging deep into attraction and "what works". I CRINGE when I look back- knowing what I know now - but if I do date again I hope not too suck so bad
Exercise, exercise, exercise- time to start the focus on heart rate......Bike, walking, running etc.
I still do not talk about my R with acquaintances. I dont lie but if im asked about my X I tell them she is fine and move on to D4. This is a tough transition as I still feel like a failure and feel embarrassment.
D4's superman
just a work in progress..............