Morning....

One thing that the returning MLCer fears more than anything is judgement. And who knows where or why they feel it. Most of it is from the guilt that they are carrying inside of them for all of the things that they destroyed along the way.

I would guess that 90% of it is stemming from inside of them and the other 10% is possibly true.

There are people that ARE judging them for their actions during their MLC. As long as it isn't you, then you are fine.

This won't leave easy either, it will linger for the rest of their life.



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So for now the situation we find ourselves in today. I don't know where we're going, but I'm not afraid anymore, I know I'll be okay at the end of the day, and that's the main thing.

I would ask you this .....

What does a reconciliation look like to you ??

What steps would have to happen for that to be possible ??

Is reconciliation even something that you want ??




For now though, maybe answer those questions and try not to 'define' anything.

Just enjoy it if you are, and take each moment for what it is....

No more, no less....