Yeah LiM, I'll keep it in my workbag and will read it on the train to work, and at work.
Before she left to the other city, i told her that there are consequences for ones actions. I have made sure that I have been firm, but kind, demanding respect. She's not gotten drunk in my company recently, but the one time i did threaten to throw out the liquor if she continued as she was getting past her standing up stage. Even i felt bad for wanting to throw it away, but i need to keep my word. She then promptly went to sleep.
She just called me now, i've not contacted her today, besides replying to her emails, very short though. She sounded so lost... I am all that she had, I was her everything, and hopefully she will see that she will not lose me, if she chooses to. But only she can make that choice.
I need to live my own life, for me. Starting with supper for 1 tonight.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
