I just go out and try to act like I'm okay and I get more depressed. Everyone is married! I was happy and we were supposed to spend our lives together....what the hell happened? I am detaching, I am not contacting him, I am doing my best...but it's hard. How much time before I'm healed? I want to be happy again! I just really appreciate people stopping by and adding some comments.

Me 47
H 42
Married 20 years
No kids
bomb 5/09
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Me 52
H 47
Married 21 years
No kids
bomb 5/09
filed 7/09
divorced and moving forward 5/10

Life is all about Plan B